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Honesty and Lies
05:27 Apr 29 2013
Times Read: 525

Apparently honesty can get you into the same amount of hot water as a lie can.



I could lie and say things could/will be different in the future. That I'll change my mind and give in to what you want.



But that would be a lie. A big fat lie. And how does that solve anything?



I know me. I kind of live here don't I. So when I say: "No that's not going to happen" it's not an invitation to keep pushing the subject.



It's a flat out honest statement... and I shouldn't be made to feel guilty or a bitch because of it.



You're ruining whatever friendship we COULD have because of this. Food for thought.

Hook, Line, and Sinker
01:59 Apr 17 2013
Times Read: 553

I was right. I'm always right when it comes to this shit. I fucking KNEW IT!



But like a big idiot I fell for it once again hook, line, and sinker.



I'm more pissed at myself for believing you than I am at you. Even though you are clearly made of Grade A DOUCHEBAG material.



ALL the warning signs were right there staring me straight in the face... mocking me... and I still fell for it.



~ "I'm not like the other guys"



~ "I would never do things like that"



~ "You can trust me"



~ "I won't ever hurt you"



BLAH BLAH FUCKING BULLSHIT BLAH!!!!



Such sweet words for such a dirty mouth.





I told you it takes a lot for me to open up. I told you I don't trust easily. I told you I've been through quite a few shit storms in my life and really hurt in the past. I told you what I wanted and what I could offer and that it would require patience.



And you made me believe that you would stay, that you wouldn't betray me...





God I am so FUCKING STUPID!

Deadline: May 1st 2013
01:58 Apr 05 2013
Times Read: 579

I'm done. I've had enough. It's time to move on.





I quit.





No one can say I didn't try. No one can say I didn't put in my best effort.



I put in 18 months of stress, sweat, and drama bullshit.



And now I'm 100% over it.





I've set a deadline... May 1st.



That's when I'll be putting in my 2 weeks notice and moving on.



New job lined up or not.



It's terrifying thinking I'll be out of a job again... but I'd rather be broke and jobless than deal with this anymore.





May 1st ... Come hell or high water I'm through.

Bacon and Eggs 2013!
01:50 Apr 05 2013
Times Read: 582

Every year my friends and I have an "Easter" party called Bacon and Eggs!



Where we use a egg (It must be real... part of the rules) to make a creative/ugly/pretty scene



And we spend all year being secretive and jealous of each other and our talents.



Last year I won "Prettiest Egg" by growing a geode in an egg shell

It was pretty fantastic... if I do say so myself ;)





This year I decided to bake cupcakes in eggshells and use lemon curd as a "yolk"



And they turned out... AWESOME!







^^^ Cakes on display in carton just like I randomly brought a carton of eggs.







^^^ Egg split open with the "yolk" on display



Not only did they look fabulous but they were actually rather delicious, so DOUBLE win for me!





Unfortunately I didn't win this year :(



There are just too many of us creative bitches but I take my loss with dignity because I only lost by 1 point.





Next year bitches... it's SO on!